Reflections…
May 25, 2010
I’ve been reflecting on my actions over the past year and it seems like I treat those that care about me the most the worst & am most generous to those that probably don’t give a damn.
Why do I do this?
I’m not quite sure.
Maybe I’m just that big of an asshole.
Maybe I’m just a dumbass.
Maybe it’s a defense thing.
If they don’t give a damn to begin with, then there is nothing to lose, right?
And if they care that much about me, I can’t let them get too close.
So I guess it could maybe be a like a preemptive strike of sorts?
I’m still not ruling out being a dumbass asshole, though.
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